Jessjess BaBy

Yesterday was my last day in that unit. I was like….. don’t know how to explain.. because of yesterday was sunday, some more i’m in afternoon shift, the atmosphere would be abit quiet… 

I keep on going in DATO’s room. Nothing… just wish to chit chat with him… YOH~! He’s my ‘toong hiong’~! hahah… i mean same home town la… and he is a clinic doctor in kuantan… (that’s y i feel so comfortable and just like …. might be the home town smell….joking la man~!)

He was much more concious to talk yesterday… I read news paper to him for upgrding himself.. i just don’t wish that he’ll lost in this world… In our conversation, i learnt alot. sometimes what he said might not related to our topic… but he got his point there…

DATO told me…. he’s a doctor.. a gynaelogy doctor… his wife was angry with him when he become a stroke patient and lying down, suffering with all the sickness…. because………………….. because he is a doctor who help women to do abortion…

I was shocked…

The next minutes, i asked him.. what’s ur feeling about a new life? He told me….Don’t feel good… i was upset.. really…

I’m trying to stop this topic.. But i dunno why, i just feel like want to ask…

"Dato, do u agree that human being are sinful man?"

"it should be~!" (what is this meant?)

At the moment, the only thing i wish to do is ~ pray….

Before i finish my duty, i told him that he should take something because he didn’t eat for a week, he’ll be less and lesser energy if keep on like tht.. he told me… "yes.. of course.. i know……………..but it’s too late.."

I was just hanging there… I’m worrying.. but i can just ask for his promises… i wish to see him again.

Because i believe that GOD will heal him…

No matter what DATO, DOCTOR, TAN SRI, SULTAN or any famous actress…all are human being. No matter how famous they are, how powerful they are, how strong they are, they will still gone thru LIFE.

LIVE; OLD; SICK; DIE

Isn’t it LIFE? After my off day, I was abit blur to my job in the critical care unit. I arrived my work place earlier. The moment I step into that floor, I saw a girl was sitting on the floor. What a pity girl. She’s crying. When I step into that unit, another girl was crying in the phone also. When I start my work, morning staff passing over that one uncle was passed away. At that night, somebody told me the uncle’s sons and daughters from 3years old to 80years old are grow in actors’ life. I think they might be quite famous. So what? They are still facing moment of dearest leaving.

After that, I was assigned to care a 60’s uncle. After the report, only I realized that he is a DATO + DR. I was abit scare cause this type of people usually are extremely ‘Farsi’ (yim jim). He’s stroke patient with heart problem. That day I was just standing aside, whenever the staffs need me only I’ll stand nearer. Cause I scare of patients’ complaint. Some people are like that. Even though you didn’t do wrong, they will talk till YOU ARE WRONG.

The second day, I started feed him. He’s like became more ill than the day before. I feed him medication. But he doesn’t even show that he wants that. Even though sips of water. I was abit down, cause I can’t help anything. Until today, I was actually not assigned to care him, but something pushing me to get near that patient. I saw my friend was feeding him medication. He didn’t even open his mouth. So I tried. I was very happy that he can swallow what I had putting into his mouth. Even though there was just some water with medication and few spoons of porridge. I start talking with him. The ways he speak abit hard for us to understand what he’s actually wanna tell us. But slowly, u’ll get him.

Friends, do u know what the first thing he open up his mouth to tell me? I asked him why u doesn’t want to eat that porridge. He told me…’WHAT A STUPID PORRIDGE… CAN’T YOU ADD SOME SALT?’ I was like… Wuahahaha~! Thank god that he given me responds. Every time I stand beside his bedside, talking to him, I know he sometimes might not get me, he just like got his own world…. I’m always praying for him~~~ Even though he’s not a Christian…

MAY GOD HEAL DATO DR. REGINALD…………AMEN!

Sisters and brothers, pray for him together with me. Thank you~!

Working sometimes need to turn ur brain. u hard work doesn’t mean everything gone smooth, get solved. i was posted to a very critical ward. there have not much patients but even only 4-5 patients, but those patients are actually too ill till…… they might GO the next minutes. actually work in this types of area, sometimes quite stress.u have no chance for u to CUT~! and ACTION again… GOD~! is tht our life? Life always can’t be control on our hand. for those think tht they can control their life.. how the life goes is in their hand… IDIOT~! they just don’t like to face facts.. FACTS~!

Friends~! Be brave to face ur life. Enjoy ur life and never regret with what u did. because sometimes wht GOD want u to do, u’ll never understand WHY~!

"YOU DON’T NEED TO KNOW WHERE YOU ARE GOING IF YOU LET GOD DO THE LEADING"

Starting this week, i would like to write down my testimony which i felt GOD in my daily life. i’ve missed two times tht i didn’t attend to my cell group.. i miss them very much.. i actually wish to share my testimony to them but my schedule was really hard to arrange cause now i’m working in hospital. i’m so sorry to my cell group members especially my cell group leader. So, i decided… i’ll written down all my testimony here and shared with u guys~!

GOD BLESS YOU~!